caribou

I wonder what people think of me.  I must look like someone who has nothing to do but sit in a coffee shop and read a book.  It's true.  I have nothing better to do.  But, i wonder what they think.  Do they ask me silently in their heads, "what is your story?" im the only one here doing something truly recreational.  Everyone is working on their resumes and business plans and mapping routes for their business trips.  Im texting and reading.  They've got to be jealous.  Or maybe they pity me because i have so much time to type the chapter of a book on my cell phone and send it to my girlfriend who is 750 miles away.  They pity me because i have nothing better to do than wait for a reply and look around the room pretending im not bored.  The truth is im enjoying myself.  sitting here is a taste of pure joy compared to the studio.  I miss you a lot.  I have too much time on my hands...

starbucks

Ugh im in starbucks.  I hate this place but theres nowhere else.  I drove around for half an hour and this is the only place.  Blah.  

No joke.  At least i get to read.  P.s. Have you heard of henry rollins?  He's sort of a comedian.

Hes hilarious.  I got a whole bunch of new music and such the other day and hes awesome.

I wis(h) i could genuinely people watch.  It always ends up as people judging.  I couldn't help but see an "i deserve this and you dont get a thank you cause its your job" and put a label on it: "bitch," i say to myself quietly.  "ungrateful bitch."  it makes me feel terrible, and at the same time its probably true.  I cant blame her though.  Without Christ, who is there to live for but herself?  

Donald miller is such a good author.  Ive got like 60 pages or so left i think.  I'll finish it today most likely.  What are you up to?

Sigh.  What are you up to?  You havent responded to any texts in a while.  

I think i dont like starbucks because the regulars here are rich yuppies.  Even the nice ones.  Prissy girls driving sports cars and suvs buying coffee with daddy's money.  

Wow.  I almost forgot you existed but you reminded me with an insult... ;) jk.

Ive been reading for 3 or 4 hours, i hardly call that leisure... ;)

Yay!  Congratulations!  Im super excited for you.  I was praying last night that youd do well.